Ensouled movements

I have been eternally preoccupied with landscape and one’s relationship with the lay of the land ever since I first encountered Oedipa Maas in her tower on Kinneret-Upon-the-Pines. From this preoccupation grew a tree of ideas of self in place, and as a consequence, of awareness and seeing in relation to space (how I see when in a position of awareness), and being in the moment. How do I see when immersed in the moment, in aware? How does this seeing interact with the land and the space? These themes have been previously explored as I moved and experienced/felt my self in Washington, as a newcomer to the state. Some of these thoughts can be read in Place, Spirits, and Self, part 1. This can be considered the continuation of that post.

This tree of ideas continued expanding and bearing fruits as I moved to a far-away place that, now with hindsight, can be thought of as Kinneret-Upon-the-Pines for me. A place that although unfamiliar became home. This ever-growing tree’s foliage has now swollen into a canopy that embraces how I experience and move in place, my self in place as I see and sense, while penetrating the often overlooked. There came a moment that from the whisper of the tree’s leaves I heard a distinct call, one that beckoned me to return to the island of my birth. The land lured me once more, to know it more fully through the lived experience. And here I thought, once upon a time, that I would lay down my roots in Kinneret-Upon-the-Pines, far from the frenzied, heated place that is my birthplace.

Mise en Scène

There is a quiet silence, a dense stillness that abounds in the eastern countryside of Puerto Rico. One can feel the plants and trees breathe, and the soft murmur of the cows as they crunch on leaves incessantly. The moment feels eternal and time as I know it in more urban areas disappears. I start to sense the aliveness of the cascading creek, its delightful burbling enticing. The green slopes of the mountains and hills take center stage, their presence unavoidable, undulating like the rhyme of poetry. The inescapable heat penetrating the silence with its resonating heaviness. The sunlight casting upon the rolling hills an interplay of light and shadow.

In the quiet of this countryside I start to feel what I believe and what I am in relation to what is around me, viscerally. A landscape alive, continually interacting negotiating communicating. A landscape en-souled. As I let myself be entwined with the lay of the land, I acknowledge that we, the spirits of this place and I connect. It is a continual communication that when I am stilled, in the moment, it is uncovered. It is an awareness that is part seeing, part feeling, part dreaming (for me the perfect word for this is found in Spanish ensoñación), and a knowing. It is an awareness that transcends material boundaries. It is a going beyond, a transcendence that is rooted in the moment, the instant, in place and space. It is a beyond that softens material boundaries between the self and the place. When the vision and the senses are rooted on the spot connected with the surroundings, rather than a going beyond that displaces our self from our environment, from the lay of the land.

I open myself to learn the pace of this island, to savor its distinct flavor, to be heated by its delusions and illusions, and the myriad marks of colonization. Training my sight to see, learning the direction of its winds, how the leaves dance, each depending on its form, fluttering, gliding, twirling and whirling in the breeze. The flight of birds and their chatter a constant source of amusement and reflection. Realizing that connecting with place, as in all connections, is about opening the senses and the body. Making the body permeable while the vision remains sharp. It also a learning how to see.

I’ve found it to be a valuable encounter, the self with place, in this day and age, especially for diviners and for those who seek to dance with the World dynamically. It is both seeing / experiencing the en-souled, as well as the enlivening of the world and the self / the self in the world. Ensouled moving is vivified in the little things, in the encounters that become more than, that build upon each other to create mythopeia. And this is what I am doing as I walk here in this island once again, thinking about these things as I engage with the land-scape. I realize now after writing all this that perhaps my words are insufficient in explaining exactly what I mean, but I leave you with my attempt at describing how I move upon this soil. Hopefully giving you with my words a small nugget of ideas to ponder.

Natalia Isabela Puerto Rico
Images taken by me Natalia, Isabela Puerto Rico 2018.

Meanwhile, I leave you with a poem by JRR Tolkien, Mythopoeia, which I have borrowed from here.

To one who said that myths were lies and therefore worthless, even though ‘breathed through silver’. Philomythus to Misomythus

You look at trees and label them just so,
(for trees are ‘trees’, and growing is ‘to grow’);
you walk the earth and tread with solemn pace
one of the many minor globes of Space:
a star’s a star, some matter in a ball
compelled to courses mathematical
amid the regimented, cold, inane,
where destined atoms are each moment slain.

At bidding of a Will, to which we bend
(and must), but only dimly apprehend,
great processes march on, as Time unrolls
from dark beginnings to uncertain goals;
and as on page o’er-written without clue,
with script and limning packed of various hue,
an endless multitude of forms appear,
some grim, some frail, some beautiful, some queer,
each alien, except as kin from one
remote Origo, gnat, man, stone, and sun.
God made the petreous rocks, the arboreal trees,
tellurian earth, and stellar stars, and these
homuncular men, who walk upon the ground
with nerves that tingle touched by light and sound.
The movements of the sea, the wind in boughs,
green grass, the large slow oddity of cows,
thunder and lightning, birds that wheel and cry,
slime crawling up from mud to live and die,
these each are duly registered and print
the brain’s contortions with a separate dint.
Yet trees are not ‘trees’, until so named and seen
and never were so named, tifi those had been
who speech’s involuted breath unfurled,
faint echo and dim picture of the world,
but neither record nor a photograph,
being divination, judgement, and a laugh
response of those that felt astir within
by deep monition movements that were kin
to life and death of trees, of beasts, of stars:
free captives undermining shadowy bars,
digging the foreknown from experience
and panning the vein of spirit out of sense.
Great powers they slowly brought out of themselves
and looking backward they beheld the elves
that wrought on cunning forges in the mind,
and light and dark on secret looms entwined.

He sees no stars who does not see them first
of living silver made that sudden burst
to flame like flowers beneath an ancient song,
whose very echo after-music long
has since pursued. There is no firmament,
only a void, unless a jewelled tent
myth-woven and elf-pattemed; and no earth,
unless the mother’s womb whence all have birth.
The heart of Man is not compound of lies,
but draws some wisdom from the only Wise,
and still recalls him. Though now long estranged,
Man is not wholly lost nor wholly changed.
Dis-graced he may be, yet is not dethroned,
and keeps the rags of lordship once he owned,
his world-dominion by creative act:
not his to worship the great Artefact,
Man, Sub-creator, the refracted light
through whom is splintered from a single White
to many hues, and endlessly combined
in living shapes that move from mind to mind.
Though all the crannies of the world we filled
with Elves and Goblins, though we dared to build
Gods and their houses out of dark and light,
and sowed the seed of dragons, ’twas our right
(used or misused). The right has not decayed.
We make still by the law in which we’re made.

Yes! ‘wish-fulfilment dreams’ we spin to cheat
our timid hearts and ugly Fact defeat!
Whence came the wish, and whence the power to dream,
or some things fair and others ugly deem?
All wishes are not idle, nor in vain
fulfilment we devise — for pain is pain,
not for itself to be desired, but ill;
or else to strive or to subdue the will
alike were graceless; and of Evil this
alone is deadly certain: Evil is.

Blessed are the timid hearts that evil hate
that quail in its shadow, and yet shut the gate;
that seek no parley, and in guarded room,
though small and bate, upon a clumsy loom
weave tissues gilded by the far-off day
hoped and believed in under Shadow’s sway.

Blessed are the men of Noah’s race that build
their little arks, though frail and poorly filled,
and steer through winds contrary towards a wraith,
a rumour of a harbour guessed by faith.

Blessed are the legend-makers with their rhyme
of things not found within recorded time.
It is not they that have forgot the Night,
or bid us flee to organized delight,
in lotus-isles of economic bliss
forswearing souls to gain a Circe-kiss
(and counterfeit at that, machine-produced,
bogus seduction of the twice-seduced).
Such isles they saw afar, and ones more fair,
and those that hear them yet may yet beware.
They have seen Death and ultimate defeat,
and yet they would not in despair retreat,
but oft to victory have tuned the lyre
and kindled hearts with legendary fire,
illuminating Now and dark Hath-been
with light of suns as yet by no man seen.

I would that I might with the minstrels sing
and stir the unseen with a throbbing string.
I would be with the mariners of the deep
that cut their slender planks on mountains steep
and voyage upon a vague and wandering quest,
for some have passed beyond the fabled West.
I would with the beleaguered fools be told,
that keep an inner fastness where their gold,
impure and scanty, yet they loyally bring
to mint in image blurred of distant king,
or in fantastic banners weave the sheen
heraldic emblems of a lord unseen.

I will not walk with your progressive apes,
erect and sapient. Before them gapes
the dark abyss to which their progress tends
if by God’s mercy progress ever ends,
and does not ceaselessly revolve the same
unfruitful course with changing of a name.
I will not treat your dusty path and flat,
denoting this and that by this and that,
your world immutable wherein no part
the little maker has with maker’s art.
I bow not yet before the Iron Crown,
nor cast my own small golden sceptre down.

In Paradise perchance the eye may stray
from gazing upon everlasting Day
to see the day illumined, and renew
from mirrored truth the likeness of the True.
Then looking on the Blessed Land ’twill see
that all is as it is, and yet made free:
Salvation changes not, nor yet destroys,
garden nor gardener, children nor their toys.
Evil it will not see, for evil lies
not in God’s picture but in crooked eyes,
not in the source but in malicious choice,
and not in sound but in the tuneless voice.
In Paradise they look no more awry;
and though they make anew, they make no lie.
Be sure they still will make, not being dead,
and poets shall have flames upon their head,
and harps whereon their faultless fingers fall:
there each shall choose for ever from the All.


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Published by Natalia

An eternal lover of the literary arts, I am fascinated by words and their power. I am a diviner that writes, reads, enchants, dances and dreams.

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